problems.

sometimes i wonder...

is it really worth it to leave certain things behind?

will it really make you happier?

i just can't help to have a certain amount of curiosity. i mean, doesn't everyone?

but...

i can't help but wonder if i cleansed my life of certain..."curiosity's" if i really would be happier.

because to be quite honest with you...they bug me, annoy me, put me in a weird mood, and make me think i'll have to get rid of or lose connections with certain people just to not see these "curiosity's" anymore. and that seems like a lot of work.

so then i wonder...is it worth it?

should i just forgive and forget?

or actually cleanse myself of them.

i still can't decide.

i know one day i will.

i'd just kinda like to know when.

- h