twenty four.

so.

it was my birthday recently.

and i'm now 24.

which i'm not very thrilled about.

life has been crazy these past couple of months and this was the cherry

on my awful sundae. 

i was not excited to turn 24.

i don't know what it is....

maybe it's the fact that when i was 17 i said i would have my bachelors degree by the time i was 24 and moving onto my masters.

well...with the 5 years i've been in school i managed to receive two associates degrees.

i guess two is better than one.

or what would be even better is if two counted as a bachelors degree.

dream on. 

i guess that's what has been eating me the most.

my accomplishments.

all that i had set out to do by the time i was this age.

i don't know why the hell i picked 24.

25 or 30 seems more legit but for me it was 24.

of course i feel the same. 

along with a sense of hoping to set more goals and reach them. 

i want so much right now and it's just slightly out of my grasp.

my mind is a whirlwind and i'd really appreciate it to stop.

but it won't.

all i can say is this year will be one of learning.

accomplishment.

satisfaction.

happiness.

and reaching my dreams. 

aside from that overly emotional note.

my parents bought a boat.

we went boating.

it was..

p e r f e c t.

hbd.

- h